Friday, February 3, 2017

The northern lights were just above the Chugach mountains this morning, waving one last farewell to the night and welcoming the sun- in several hours.  A cup of fresh coffee and soft music waited as I settled in my living room corner.

Thinking of yesterdays thoughts, I listened to Chris Tomlin's song, "You're a Good, Good Father."  And that was the difference between these two pieces of music- "You're a good, good Father, it's who You are, it's who You are. And I'm loved by You, it's who I am, it's who I am."  My identity is not that I am worthy of His love or saving, but that I'm loved by Him because of WHO He is.  Beautiful way to start my morning.

1 John 4:7-21  All about love.
Good morning from Alaska.

Thursday, February 2, 2017

"Back to God?" Groundhog Day- 2017



 Back to God- have you seen it?  Reba McEntire's new album has been featured on Facebook, with a video of her feature song, "Back to God."  Most of this song is pretty amazing and engaging.  It is a poignant reminder that we cannot remove the pain, turmoil, confusion, sin, and desperation without turning to God.  He stands before us with the answers, with the hope, and with the Deliverance.     Keep on praying- amen.    Give this world back to God- amen. (Although we didn't actually have the power to remove it from Him!)                    




 But, while I appreciated MOST of this beautiful song, and her praiseworthy efforts to shift our focus where it belong, there is continues to play in my mind- because it stands in contrast to the rest.

"We're still worth saving."
Are we?  I value life. We are told that we are created in the image of God.  That means life is valuable and precious. But does it mean that we are worthy of saving?
We have been going over and over the book of 1 John. I believe God has a different view of mankind.  He loves us. But His love for us comes NOT because we are so wonderful. His love for us comes only out of His character and His choice. He loves us because He IS love.  We are not wonderful. Without His redeeming us we are nothing but dirty rags. 
So, in my reflective moment...I believe we DO need to symbolically hand this world back to God.  We Do need to get on our knees and pray.  We DO need to cry out to Him.
But we do it because He has provided a way to Himself through Jesus, not because we have a right or even an access to the Creator God. We come with the recognition that He is not obligated to do anything for us. We are full of sin and flaws and failures. I am so thankful that God's saving work in my life and in our world does not depend upon my own worthiness. It is because He is just, righteous, pure, and full of love and mercy- and He has provided Himself as a way out of the pain.



Sunday, March 15, 2015

2014-2015 Winter! Enjoy a few snapshots of ministry and life in Alaska.

Native Musicale 2015.

LEaD Alaska 2014-2015

Watching for a fish from the ice!

Frequent visitor in our yard.

Conan the fantastic.

Quaid and Devlin.

The Alaska "Horsman" women at Annual Christmas Tea.

Some of our girls- skating on the pond.

LEaD Alaska guys working on a sled.

LEaD Alaska Passover Activity.


Watts' family and great idea- InterAct giving water to the Palmer Colony Christmas volunteers.  (Anna Coke helping Grandma.)

Winter sunset from office.

Sunset from our house.

1 of may Christmas concerts.

Some of the girls!

Learning activity with LEaD Alaska.

More learning activities.

Birthday.

Celtic Woman- Performing Arts Center in Anchorage, with friends.

Alaska Federation of Natives- 2014.

Driving- Alaska views.

Grandpa and Devlin.

Exercise room.

Outside our kitchen window.

Ice fishing- Kepler Lake.

We had 3 days of "great" snowshoeing before the rain.

Ryley enjoying Blue Spruce Rec Site- his Eagle Scout Project.

Roanen at Wasilla Climbing competition.

Grandpa and Devlin.

Driving in Palmer.

Family meals at our house.

Another winter sunset.

Shoveling the pond- a week of great skating.

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Getting the tree.

Cutting the tree!

Grandma and Meresiet at Christmas.

Ryley and his scout troop- Blue Spruce Rec Site on Lazy Mountain Campus

Ruth and her family.  Congratulations to Ruth and Jeremy- August wedding!

Getting the tree.

Getting the tree?

The Nutcracker.

Grandma and Devlin.

Beautiful sunsets.

Nathan and his new son.

Horsman family with Devlin- September.

Coke family- welcome to our two new granddaughters.